os ki boond...

ek os ki boond ho...
na jaane kya kuchh kar guzarne ki khwahish hai
seep se nikalkar moti banne ki khwahish hai
abhi aasmaan khula hai,
zameen paas aa rahi hai
badalon ki taan par
hawa gungunaa rahi hai

neeche ki zameen saaf dhuli si hai
mitti ki khushubuen fizaon mein ghuli si hain
abhi toh aadha safar tay hua hai
yeh jahaan..
upar se bahut chhota dikhta hai
paas aate aate kuchh aur sanwarta hai
par bahut jald takraoge dharti se...sach se
kathor hai.
zara samhalna

maalum hai sarfarosh ho,
apne junoon mein madhosh ho
par raaste mein milenge
aur toofan josh se bhare
rokenge raasta tumhara beech mein khare
tab sirf junoon kaam aayega
issey bacha lena

khud mein badal se kam nahin tum maana
kaandhe pe uthaya hai saara zamana
par os ki boond ho tum
deh na jaana
hawa ke kisi andekhe jhonke mein beh na jana
kuchh bojha ho sake toh baant lo
itna kuchh khud mein samaye na chalo
jo kar liya bahut hai,
aage aur bahut kuchh karna
aasman se zameen tak ke safar mein
tum apna khayal rakhna

cannot find server...

hahaha! the most obvious thing to come to my mind or anyone's when they see this 'innovative' blog name/url. 'cannot find server' i hope i'm sounding more 'with it' with this. all in all, i'm happy. :-) it seems like the comp im writing this from is happy too...they never realised that they could mean inspiration to the creative community too! i'm not a hard core blogger, etc. in fact i have two more blogs. and i dont know why i felt the need for this third one. i used to do this so often. with diaries, just the fact that i could have so many diaries at one time fascinated me. i would forget about the first one exactly after filling 5-6 pages and move onto the next one. none of them really got the privilege of being my 'life diaries' or poetry notebooks for that matter. whose loss? min obviously, i could never really establish an identity for myself in the process. neither do i want to anymore. im not to be identified with anything. you cant actually. im all my 3 blogs, and those hundreds of diaries taken together. and those many pieces of paper i wrote and forgot about. if you can bring those back and piece that information together...you'll have the 'me' as i am. try. is the server responding?!